Super Saiyans are Real

To think of meditating in a pragmatic manner, I can think of the brain as a muscle.

The sensation of flexing my brain is none too different from flexing my hand.

When I focus on my brain I sometimes do so whilst trying to remember something.

My mind has an eye. It is fuzzy and when calculating 6 x 4 I place the numbers in two seperate locations in my brain and between them I flex my brain and the answer appears in my minds eye.

It does not look like a number but I understand it to be one.

I sometimes think of an image and with the right image I can stimulate my body. Such parts of my body light up with emotion.

This is a unified experience and I look upon it all from the window of my perception.

Like a spirit peering into this strange cold world I feel like my body is disassociated from the thing behind the eyes.

My arms and legs lay in front of me.

Not as myself but as an extension of my window.

The MagIck Mirror

The magic mirror

This memo aims to help anyone trying to assume an altered state of conscienceness, rarely available to people in an understandable form.

 It is the magick state of mind where the thinking mind shuts down and an inspiring feeling of divine creativity is unleashed. 

This assumes the user has some knowlege in either self hypnotism and/or self programming NLP (sold in pre packaged forms in the guise of self help books)

This process cannot be forced and the user must learn to spot the exact moment when the mind enters the point of contradiction.  What is known as the magic mirror in occultism.

The fool - thc, total revelation of the mind

By practice of visualisation and meditation , a skill is developed where images in the mind are more tangeble and easier to hold onto and not be lost in a sea of useless and uneasy thoughts.

"Your thoughts go in a certain direction and you are totally convinced.

Your thoughts contradict and question your viewpoint on the matter." 

Or in other words a point of confusion, hence why the help of mind expanding drugs are commonly used.

This is more easily acheived with use of narcotic substances that allow perceptions of the minds function, this allows a greater sense of urgency and importance of what is going on in the users head.

 If unchecked and uncontrolled this state of mind can be unwittingly directed into paranoia. 



At this point if contradiction one must learn to assign both states of mind to visualised image  NLP anchors which hold the meta data of which follows. 

 "Imagine your view points forming two spheres of light in your mind. Don't be afraid of loss of body sensation and/or a a deepening and slowing of the breath

Your view point that you where so sure of is a dazzling sphere of light

The contradiction at it's side dark and completely it's opposite. Equal in fact and proof.

Perhaps one should look at a part of ones life which causes shame to acheive this, or sadness, or anger, or laughter or love.
 
The vast power of emotion which
 arises could be imagined to fill these orbs of light."

Then simply, "twist and rise."

 Witness the majesty of Looking through your third eye. 





              Higher level

Proof of Synchronicity

So I'm sitting in the waiting room and I thought I'd try out my new and improved synchronicity technique I call the 'Voodoo Dildo' on one of the cute receptionists.

Cute Receptionist: Hey I think there's something wrong with me I can feel my heart speeding up
Other Recpetionist: What do you mean?
CR: Its like I've got an adrenaline rush and I can feel my heart beating really fast
OR: Maybe you've got high blood pressure?
CR: Well its like when I've had too many red bulls but I haven't had anything like that... not even a fizzy drink or anything.

She then proceeds to measure her heartbeat and I turn the heat onto overload with the affirmation that its working. Also since she was focused on her heartrate I found it easier to get into her breathing pattern.

CR: Wow its 100 bpm

She goes online and checks out that the average is 72bpm.

HowToConASewer: 1
Cute Receptionists Composure: 0

I credit this new developement to Stolides method of scanning with a hand coming out of your third eye but instead of a hand I got a phallus (and it vibrates haha.) ontop of that I have the mantra 'Voodoo Dildo' which I have anchored to the feeling of an orgasm which helps me keep focus. I aspire to give women orgasms at a thought is anybody with me?

Emotions Running High (abstinance trial)

Sorry I haven't posted any lessons recently I've been a bit fucked up and hopefully they will resume again once I figure out what will come of this current experiment. Perhaps it may be a precurser to something larger but If I really spoke about it here it would nullify the effects so I'm kind of stuck on how to teach this stuff in its purest form so I try to give my personal experience rather than just step 1,2,3,4... which allows a lot of interpretation.

I've been continuing with my abstinance experiment and recently I've found it to be quite difficult. For all you people out there who would like to think they understand that I'm talking a lot of crap and making a mountain out of a molehill, lets see you guys give it up and tell me it doesn't change the way you think.

I'm sort of torn between two mindsets which which seem to come hand in hand in trying to keep this kind of self controll.

No sexy thoughts at all
As I deliver myself from the addiction of self pleasuring I start to wonder should I start again? I've set myself 28 days to coincide with a purification ritual I read a long time ago but I didn't check the phase of the moon so it doesn't really apply. Although I tend not to believe in such things as being important I figure out I know nothing about how these ideas originated or what the benefits of doing this might be so I just try to coincide with what I've read as best I can.

It seems that anywhere I try to get information on masterbation just seems to be encouraging it if not anything else. I feel like todays pornography is leading me down a path I don't want to explore. As I understand how the mind can associate certain stimuli with whatever anchors are available at the time. For example on one site I used to frequent I began to notice users would post comments on the videos such as "Hey check out that guys dick" in the straight sections.

When I say "Don't think of a red triangle" not many people are actualy able to complete that task without thinking about what they're trying not to think about.

Also with the introduction of "Jailbait" into most mainstream streaming video sites, often as the cover picture for another unrelated video I begin to question "why is that user doing that?" Jailbait started off as a joke with the motivational posters but I think its a joke too far.

Any female form acting or portrayed as the sexual stimuli in which we have grown accustomed to regardless of age will create a reaction. Why is it becoming so socially accepted for girls younger and younger to become sex symbols?

One of the things that I have heard a lot of paedophiles have said in defence is that "You used to proscecute Gays and Lesbians it wont be long till we're accepted" and now I fear it may becoming closer to a reality than most people think.

I am no longer a teenager but as the motivational pictures joked at "You keep getting older and they keep staying the same." Maybe I shouldn't be making as big a deal as I am about this but maybe I should.

Porn has now became degrading, disgusting, and seemed to have became a mimic'd and deeply faked expression of what sex is supposed to represent and if anybody disagrees then why don't you show me your willpower and give it up and you'll see it as the addiction that it truely is.

Ultra super sexy thoughts
As I set out on this experiment I assumed that my powers of synchronicity would increase... I felt like it did for the first couple of days but it has deeply dwindled to almost nothing. I tried to reingauge my sex drive by watching porn but not actualy masterbating which only lead to the disgusting revelations I speak of above.

As theorized in my universal model anything wich does not move only generates potential energy. A bit like for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. A magician knows this that the harder a person concentrates the deeper the relaxation once he lulls you into the false sense the trick is over and it is at that moment he performs the sleight of hand.

On a side note I allways find this works 100% for me but whenever you guys are having a slump in the girls market just stop masterbating I dunno if its cause you're constantly randy all the time that girls can pick up on the pent up sexual energy (beleive me, you'll be looking at girls in a much much more seductive way) or perhaps it is a universal force at work but as I firmly beleive and understanding of both elements is vital to controlling such forces as one works with the perceived reality from the person living it (yourself), and the one which is created once you share your viewpoints and the person's opinion is mixed with your own.

My brother is currently undergoing the same changes as I did at his age and I know he's having a tough time dealing with the strange goings on (His clothes just went on fire for no reason, I seen him kick away a ball and moments later he took it out his pocket) the advice I gave him was to not think of these things at all because once something is percieved it changes and he'll only start to wonder if he's going crazy and add excess meaning to something which is not important.

Although those experiences were very real to him and he was thoroughly disturbed by them I made sure that he understood there was allways going to be a logical explanation derived from peoples past experiences and assumptions that strange things never happen without an explanation. This in itself cannot is technically more valid as evidence any more than your experience so what I told him just to ignore them and if they we're truely something special or paranormal he would give strength to that energy by letting it go unperceived and the events should create bigger mysteries that would involve other people. This has became a silent pact we now have with each other and I only feel it wont be too long before my youngest brother joins us as he has allready exhibited strange behaviours and he's became a bit of a psychic vampire.

I wonder if this is all my fault at the things I tried to acheive when I was younger. If it is now my curse to be forever dealing with whatever darkness I let into my family or whether I am dealing with something which has existed long before me. My family is no stranger to strange going ons and it feels like I seem to be the most mentaly equipted to deal with it without falling into hysteria.

I've kinda lost track of what I'm writing but I've basicly rambled on enough but maybe I'll come back and share some more thoughts or maybe get back to the lessons

HowToConASewer

The Ultimate judgment

I've decided to transcribe a conversation I had with an old friend whom I was involved with when I first started to develope my abilities. I hope it provides a mirror into my character and perhaps people can see deep down how I really feel.

S: Stop getting involved in things you don't know or understand. Just live your life and stop fucking about with people. Sorry but that's just my opinion.

Me: Things back then were different. I was different.

S: No they were not, your still the same still chasing things you'll never be able to controll, they'll get the better of you and again you'll be alone.

Me: I'm allways alone

S: Exactly

Me: I've got something in me other people don't

S: Why dont you put this aside and try being with someone.

Me: I didn't just decide to have this

S: If anything your powers heighten when you have sex silly

Me: Its been 90% a curse but I've learned

S: Neither did I but unlike you I don't go snooping and thinking I can controll things and getting into dark stupid things with mental people like you


Me: I never beleived you. If you were the same as me you'd understand.

She blocked me or went offline at this point but I kept typing anyway

In fact I think you were messing with me
But I'm not angry
I learned from it
When I tried to butterfly you I got a pain in my chest
You're the one full of anger not me
You know this time I really think I've met someone I have a connection with
And I'd actualy be happy if she wasn't with me because I'm not interested in her sexualy
To me thats real love
Even if your not listening anymore I'm gonna say it
Following this has shown me amazing things
I've experienced things most people will never comprehend
And hurt to the point I've wanted to die at the things I couldn't change
But everytime it happened I grew inside
And I seen a lot of problems with the world
And I felt like I couldn't choose between myself and other people
Most people find a happy medium but with me
I gotta go all the way
And I never give up
I'm Not doing this because I think I'm better than other people
I'm doing it because I'm the same
But I feel things in a different way
And I can see the cracks
I'm trying to restore balance
But in doing so I have to give up everything
I just need to make sure I'm ready
And know I haven't hurt anyone on the way
You got involved with bad shit when you met me but I beat those things ages ago
But now I have to come back and deal with it in all the people that were affected
I still have hopes and dreams
But at every turn I am denied them
You of all people should know what that feels like
We got to learn to fix this and nobody else but me is willing to try.

Pressupositions and Telekinesis

For anyone who is willing to put in the hours/weeks/years of dedication in the field of Telekinesis and Psi manipulation then I have some interesting psychology points and a few personal theories on the subject.

I gave up on telekinesis about 1 week after I start and not because I wasn't getting results. Sure I remember that moment I finally got that psi-wheel to spin (I even remember the song that was playing at that exact moment, Pink Floyd - Echoes.. aaahh memories!) and it didn't take long for me to convince my friends and girlfriend at the time that I wasn't blowing when I could place it across the room and still do it.

"What a fucking waste of time all this has been learning to manipulate the most frictionless and flimsy wheel I've ever seen... When I could easily do the same thing with my hand!"

Was it the wind? The heat from my hands? I had no doubt at that time it was anything other than my mind but I had to admit it was bloody pathetic to be honest. I used to go on the boards talking to guys across the world all sharing techniques and theories on why it worked. To tell the truth I've went back and there has been literally NO PROGRESS! If anything I think it went backwards, but don't worry I haven't lost heart.

I guess my telekinesis training was handy after all once I had learned other things. One of the hardest things to overcome and one of the most fundamental problems that most people will have trouble breaking through with is actually believing that it is actually possible themselves and the Internet isn't having their leg and trying to make a fool of them.

How about trying to hold the psiwheel still as it tries to spin around?

The idea behind a pressuposition is that although we don't allways portray 100% of the information when we communicate people can deduce from our language the missing information to make up the whole story. Although people would mostly assume themselves that this would only be the assumptions of the person but it is not allways the case.

For example,

• Gary was a premature ejaculator, and whenever he was having sex with his girlfriend he used to tell himself over and over that he wasn't going to ejaculate till his girlfriend has an orgasm and he can feel like a man again.

Now the pressuposition in this is that Gary beleives he is going to ejaculate so in turn he wills himself not to. As most men will agree this approach NEVER WORKS! On the other hand has your girlfriend ever told you to orgasm yourself as she's getting a sore head?

"What the fuck bitch? I have needs and you need to turn me on before you can get my lovejuice."

• Gary couldnt ejaculate and whenever he had sex with his girlfriend he would just go on for hours and hours but all his focus was on how painfull his girlfriends vagina was getting but he couldn't just push a button to make it happen.

You see if Gary is trying to ejaculate his pressuposition is that he is unable to do so. Now you see that presuppositions have lots of power in trying to trick your sub conscience into beleiving things it doesn't want to.

The next time any of you guys plans to show off your telekinesis why don't you ask the person that you plan to show it to "try and "hold it still while you move it." Not try to move it. Move it.

If getting past your own beleifs in reality is hard enough to move things with your mind then getting other people who can theoreticaly just stop it from happening with their "disbeleif" you now have a piece of mental trickery to help controll the situation and if it turns out it doesn't move perhaps you better look out for the psychic ability of the person who just wooped your ass without even realising it

HowToConASewer (is not responsible for sore vagina's or frigid men)

The Big Question

From the psychics perspective the fact that they are admitting to a skewed reality that relies on succeeding to a certain degree to affirm to ones belief and tolerance to society.

On the other hand a schizophrenic person also not conforming to the perceived reality of society in which he perceiving thoughts outside his head and many things that make him believe in forces not perceived by anything society is ready to admit to the schizophrenic hence the term paranoia.

We can then assume from this information until any new evidence is brought to the situation that by pure odds that perhaps the psychic may be schizophrenics or the schizophrenics may be psychics.

Being in the Psychic division we have to find a method to determine a way of proving the alternate reality and our existence to society. If we want to be accepted we must find a way to educate ourselves in our abilities and find a meter to measure ourselves and explore what is different about us. In doing so we liberate our limitations on ourselves created by the doubts of society.

Is it just
me or do I feel like I have a purpose in life much greater than the boundaries of what society has limited me to believe and not to feel ridiculed?

This is a new age and a changing world and I ain't no god damn hippy. I pride myself in my ability to subjectively challenge and try to understand things most people will never even comprehend. That is what is separates me from aside from the schizophrenic. I know how these extra senses can confuse and trouble me but I learned to understand them and I can now manage. I learned to shield myself from bad energy. I learned that with this power had to come understanding and that it did not make invincible. That lust for more power leads me to question my confidence in my sanity and what kind of karmatic rules and limitations could turn towards terrible acts of madness. Perhaps maybe the schizophrenic doesn't have the strength to defend himself from that horrible chaos that is the world of a psychic.

We are a separate kind of people and we know that everyone has it within them to learn and grow in ways more beautiful than they the can understand.

We have to understand the psychology of our powers. The nature of reality itself or we shall be forever bound. We know the governments of the world have already done extensive experiments with psychics. We need to organize our own. Write a set of rules that isn't afraid to change. Rules that hold no sentimentality. We are not afraid to be wrong because we learn from it.

Search deep inside how you feel. Why should we give half measures into trying to understand something so real to so many of us yet so distrusted. We do not need a creed. Or a fancy name or symbol to give us a false sense of unity and dogma. To which people can contest. We quietly work away to learn but only by working together can we achieve anything.

I'm tired of being unsure.

Lets do something about this.